"she's not pretty what"

it's incredible how much junk my mind is actually capable of processing. in other words, my capacity to think incessantly and relentlessly about superficially nonsensical garbage somebody so thoughtlessly said never fails to amaze me.

to a certain extent, all girls are insecure. the bitchier they are, the more insecure. i understand that. but sometimes i don't understand why some girls need to validate their own insecurities by saying something untrue about others. girls can be so vicious! of course, to paraphrase the wise bazoooo, if someone who is so not pretty says something like how i'm not pretty, of course her comment holds no water because of the obvious disparity in the amount of aesthetic pleasure she and i provide others respectively. so it's like a fat girl commenting that a normal-sized girl is fat.

now, my immediate reaction after hearing that comment was, of course, WHAT THE FUCK. if you were a girl, you'd understand. even guys, i suppose. don't misunderstand me. despite my numerous flaws, misplaced self-flattery about my beauty, or rather, the lack of, has never been one of them, as those close to me would know. BUT. that was a vicious and totally unnecessary comment!

i mean, if a hot girl says i'm ugly, i've got nothing to say. seriously. and if i see a pretty girl, whether she is my ex's present squeeze or not, i'd be obliged to admit that she's pretty, grudgingly or not. i'm like that. but maybe not all girls are like that.

the sheer amount of meaness going around just simply astounds me.

jealous much? die bitch