Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Bish bash a whole lotta thoughts

so the bash came and went; drank much, much less than i expected, music was DAMN CRAPPY, company was fun and different in a totally new way.

but roomie suddenly went home; according to sam, her eyes kinda glazed over (krispy kreme-esque, maybe yum yum) before she disappeared. and i felt bad cuz i a) didn't notice it, and b) realised that she disappeared only much later. stupid roomie made me feel bad~!!!

alcohol is a dangerous liquid; it takes away our inhibitions, leaves us more open to temptations. happy juice? maybe, but just for the night, darlings. will you regret it the next day? probably. oh, definitely. then why start?

roomie prior to the whole i-want-to-go-home-now fiasco; yes she's still single and available. very reliable arms too *lovelove* HAHA

no representative from 3B?

adipose nick & see-de-nee. check out the cleavage on the random girl standing in the background!! nubbad.


with my heels on i'm still only at his ears -_-''

the camera flash was surprisingly forgiving


didn't realize kareen had so much makeup on hahaha darkk laaa.


see? the pic i took was better than steph's (the one above)

i had an epiphany during social context tutorial today. if life is so hard (although according to trevor, it's hard only if we worry ourselves unnecessarily with money; coming from someone who has to be so strong now really humbled me), and if i was born with more cards in my hands than some of my peers, WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE? it's frustrating sometimes, being here, pretending to be understanding towards others, constantly trying to explain that no, i do not think myself superior, and no, i don't think you're inferior in any way, but yes, i think we could use some intelligence in discussions. i never once went around falsely advertising my intelligence (or rather, the lack of), and i really cannot help it if you choose to remain under the impression (albeit rather unjustified) that i'm some smart person. but it's tiring when i have to sit through tutorials where people talk about the mundane, the irrelevant, the mediocre. but you see, just by uttering these sharp criticisms dripping heavily with sarcasm and impatience, i'm seemingly contradicting directly what i just said earlier. just answer my questions, please. if they're irrelevant, tell me so. just. please. answer. my. questions. is it that hard? i'm harmless, really.

i'm just so irrationally annoyed today. but the japanese steamboat dinner was like how yummy la. paid by me... for once~! haha