Shit always happens. Sometimes it hurts more than others. Sometimes you just want to curl up and die, or lie there whimpering until someone comes along to help. Sometimes it's all internal, sometimes others inflict such pain.
It could be about schoolwork. Endless term papers to write, boring lectures to attend, draggy tutorials. It could be about work. Stress piling up, trying to meet deadlines, pressure from the boss. It could be about relationships. Unrequited love, messy breakups, miscommunications, self-hatred.
Shit always happens. But i guess the key is to love yourself no matter what; pretty tough, especially when our Asian culture promotes the habit of flogging ourselves when things go wrong. But if you don't love yourself, who will?
Pretty rich, coming from me, huh?
Went down for touch IBG; ok la. I know Yiling is reading this, so i can't be TOO critical orelse she'll get angry haha! Nonsense. But now i'm beginning to wonder if it should have gone to her in the first place, so that there wasn't a need to go elect a new one etc etc. No, i'm lying. I'm so busy these days that i can't find the time nor energy to actually sit down and think about these kinda things anymore. But i suppose all's well that ends well, huh? Can just imagine her with her constipated face, wincing when the girls do something wrong. Or maybe she'll be a super nice capt- i guess after me, ANYONE would seem to be nice. Hur hur. But i know she's gonna do a good job; no pressure hor? :D
But i think the overall standard of touch in KR has gone up; or was it because the talent, whatever little there is left, is more spread out this year? But still happy that D block girls' won touch. And gald that E block is on track to win IBG. All these seem so far away, so irrelevant now, but i remember when i was still there, it was SO important. Foolish pride.
Someone once told me that once i've grown up to be an adult, i'll act like one and think like one. But i'm still waiting for that day to come; the paychecks that come in every month tells me that i'm a mature, working adult contributing positively to the economy. The things i want to buy tells me that i've become more materialistic. And yet it doesn't feel like that.
But we've all got to be strong, oui?
Joo Ji Hoon rocks my socks la! ^^v
