believe it or not, went to church with the park clan on sunday. the korean church.
and got introduced to many, many people. mostly guys father park would want to see me end up with.
the sermon was not bad.. alot about the resurrection of Jesus.
parents dropped me back to hall just now. was nice just sitting around reading newspaper with the father. and contemplating if i should go swimming. the pool looked so inviting with the sun glaring down at me.
but i didn't.. want to try being fair for a while. besides, san san already dragged me in on sunday.now i have a light x-tan line on my upper back. shucks.
was rummaging through my stuff just now, and found alot of things i haven't looked at since fwoc. and so many thoughts came. useless, futile thoughts, over-crowded.. ha.
life offers so many choices, so many opportunities. it's so hard to do the right thing all the time, or at least, try to. especially when there's another, easier way out. maybe i'm just too materialistic. maybe i'm just not a good person. but sometimes, it's hard for me.
but he doesn't know.
