perhaps i'm juz too outspoken for my own good. i want to think tt 4 yrs of communal living has drummed in some kinda 'fake-ness' in me; at least, tt i'd b better instructed in d fine art of being politically correct. but if tt happens.. am i losing a sense of myself? is it better to have 50 'friends' hu think i'm wonderfully tactful n oh-so-easy to get along with, or juz 5 frens hu reali understands me? damned if i do, damned if i dun. but i do inderstand tt sometimes i'm not d easiest person to get along wif, a seemingly-recurring theme in my week so far. but ppl sometimes dun realise tt i'm human too. i feel too, i hurt too. sigh.
aching all over now. n to think they tot i'd b d torturer; turns out, tbl is d one la! haha expect more pt sessions, ladies.
