Friday, November 11, 2005

Singapore is waaay too small

u noe dis place is tooo small when it's practically impossible to book a chalet a month ahead; ok fine fine it's so last minute, i shd haf booked it in jan or something. but my grand plans of a hedonistic birthday is slowly crumbling; i cannot find a suitable chalet!! panicking. at d rate i'm going, i'll haf to end up wif a teeny tiny shack at downtown east, which will cost, like, 500 bucks for 2 nights. for one bedroom. then where will my touch girls sleep? anyone can help me? :(

reali annoys me when i'm talking on msn n a person keeps on saying 'i gtg bb' 'i gtg bb'.. on n off n on n off. drives me crazy, in a baaaad way. or am i juz being anal? i mean.. if one is going off/out, then pray, do not msn me unless on absolutely urgent business. so irritating.

went to watch the exorcism of emily rose last nite. derrick was not scared, because derrick is an atheist. but Han Na was.. hmmm. interesting. i was not scared per se; more like.. disturbed to d point of bordering on hysteria? d veri absence of visualities tt wld haf terrified me made it all d more disturbing n scary. ironic, yes? but d veri real possibility tt demons do exist freaked me out so much tt i actually bought a bible rite after d movie. haha i'm so gay. but. it was one of d more thought-provoking movies i've watched recently.

how can u deny tt god exists, if u r shown d devil? paraphrasing liberally here, but i wonder; d existence of evil does not always necessarilly prove d existence of good either. for me, d most disturbing scene in d movie was when d demons identified themselves, n d last one to identify itself went 'I am lucifer'. i mean, tts fucking cool la. in a baaaddass evil way? they say god moves in mysterious ways. d weak in me wants to think tt as long as i believe in god, everything will b ok. but d skeptic in me tells me otherwise. i noe i'm gona burn in hell for dis, but sometimes i get frustrated with christians- not all, not all. but those hu blindly believe, those hu do not even noe wat they believe in, those hu believe like a bunch of idiotic sheep. my belief is to b intelligent in wat we believe in. but since religion is based on faith n believing in wat appears to b unbelievable, i guess tt more or less screws me up for religion. ha. so much for having been given life insurance against hell's inferno when i was baptised in a Catholic church. d plan failed when i did not keep up wif d premiums.

had japanese curry last nite aft d movie. but it wasnt nice. i think my curry is nicer.

P/S. It's Leonardo DiCaprio's birthday today! haahaha