Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Would you really?

I wanna be there- Blessed Union of Souls

Won't you let me catch your fall
Won't you let me lend a hand
Those lonely eyes have seen it all
But love's too blind to understand

Cause you don't know what you have
Til your everything is gone
You need someone to show you how to live again

I wanna be there when you're feeling high
I wanna be there when you wanna die
I'm gonna light your fire
Gonna feel your flame
I wanna be there when you go insane
I wanna be there when you're feeling' down
And I'll be there when your head is spinnin' round
Gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
I wanna be there til the end

You wouldn't know that I was there
Cause I have been there all the time
And if I had my way I'd hold you in my arms
And leave this madness all behind

Cause you got so much to give
But you throw it all away
And all you got to show for who you are is pain
And I've got so much to give
If you'd only let me in
I'm gonna take the time to show you
I'm a friend

You'll believe in love again

I wanna be there in the pouring rain
I wanna be there when you call my name
I'm gonna light your fire
Gonna feel your flame
I wanna be there when you go insane
I wanna be there when I'm outta town
And when your whole damn world is crashing down
I'm gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
I wanna be there til the end

Cause you don't know what you have
Til your everything is gone
You need someone to show you how to live again
And I've got so much to give
If you'd only let me in

I'm gonna take the time to show you
I'm a friend
You'll believe again

I wanna be there when your baby cries
I wanna be there when they tell you lies
I'm gonna light your fire
Gonna feel your flame
I wanna be there when you go insane

I wanna be there when your nights are long
And when you're feeling like you don't belong
Gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
Gonna be there til the end

I'm gonna be there in the morning
I'm gonna be there in the night
I'm gonna be there to make you strong when you're tired
I'm gonna be there when you want me
I wanna be there when you don't
Gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
Gonna be there til the end

have been listening to dis song on repeat all weekend, & then some. how easy it'll all b, how happy we'd all b, onli if we all got wat we wanted. it's so easy to b happy, isn't it? it is us hu make things complicated. or is it because we r not easily satisfied?

another person asked me if i'm from engin. DAMMIT. nothing against engin ppl- u guys will probably earn abt 1000 times more than me a few yrs dwn d road hur hur- BUT. i mean, wtf. do i haf tt mugger look...? or tt kinda face tt gives off 'maths genius' vibes? mayb i'm juz not funky enough. hahaha

it's so ironic, isn't it. wat is a blog for if u haf to practice self-censorship? on one hand, there is d urge to write dwn all my thoughts. on d other hand, d knowledge tt dis isn't entirely private makes me hesitate. then y keep a blog? it's like telling people out there-those hu bother enough abt me to actually come n read watever i haf to say- abt my day, my thoughts etc rite? n even then, i write with d knowledge tt there will always b certain things i will never reveal to others, let alone blog abt it. ppl tend to judge so quickly, n.. but y shld i care? even as i say tt, i noe tt, no matter how much i say tt i dun give a damn, at d end of d day, i do. i haf to. to a certain extent.