and...

yes i'm selfish that way.

what is mine remains mine and mine alone what i want i always get what i am no longer interested in gets junked nevermind the lingering doubts and regret that inevitably come

you either know or you don't.

i am not reachable randomly, nor can you use me to get to somebody else. don't try your luck it usually doesn't work.

just because i'm present it doesn't mean i'm here, just because i'm not there it
doesn't mean i'm not around. if i need to explain this then it's ok. i'm here.
just like you are.

a giant clock once told the white rabbit to stoprunningbecauseiam. even after you've stopped you'll never quite recover from it all.

and once again i wait for you.