empty space in my head just fills up so quickly with negative emotions. like a volatile quicksand, an evil vortex refusing to leave my psyche; it's been lurking around for the past month or so, grinning away at the corner of my consciousness, claws twitching at the ready, fangs eager for a bite.
i refuse to have positive thoughts. i refuse to be happy. i refuse to be satisfied. i refuse to let it go.
just like the abrasions on my arm and leg- thankyu touch icg, thanks for your annual gift to me- they're seemingly minor but hurts like a muthafucker.
but then again it's always like that.
