sometimes i feel like i'm on a train, stuck in the subway, lost, not knowing where i want to go.
or where i will end up at the end of the day.
it's counterproductive to land myself in situations that will result in more trouble. ironic as it sounds, seeking insidious relief from the gnawing loneliness now will hurt me unimaginably more in the end.
because physical intimacy never successfully fills the emotional void.
