in total slacker/holiday/denial mode and i haven't touched G & D yet. a sense of invincibility has swept over me since intro to pe paper, when i kns found out i probably over-studied and wasted too much time trying to figure out which questions could be answered in the most perfect manner possible. but no further comments on that until i get my transcript. wouldn't want to be cornered into admitting that i am indeed arrogant and think too highly of myself. all in due time, dahlings.
booked HK trip so come 12th december wheeee~ it's off to leng zhai land with the roomie and bestie. omg seriously can't wait; the boy can't go cuz he has to serve his nation don't sulk dear you're still fabulous and lovely. i'll TRY not to look too much at the hotties there; try being the operative word here.
have been sleeping alot lately; perhaps a subconscious response to the stress i KNOW that will hit me some time tomorrow night? fight or flight, i choose to sleep. perhaps i'm just tired; of what i don't know why don't you tell me.
when you set yourself up for hurt knowing you're gonna get it, that's not sacrifice, my intentionally-ignorant yet valiantly brave friend. that's stupidity. but you always knew that, didn't you? if you don't reach out how do you expect me to save you?
if i'm attached does it mean you'll stop talking to me? what makes you think i won't break up? but then again, what makes you think you'll stand a chance if i were single? all you impulsive fools waiting to be cut down to small pieces i can chew on.
streams of thought and consciousness refusing to let me sleep let me study at least then. all coming together in a murky whirlpool at the centre of my brain mixing, colliding but i don't want to look at the bottom lest i drown.
when i refuse to divulge too much about my private life outside PESS... it's not that i love him any less. he's precious how dare you think you have permission to ask? irritatingly impertinent idiots.
