I'm stuck in school marking! rarrr it's sports day tomorrow and i'm so busy there's no time to even blink. ok, that's a lie, cuz if i were really SO busy, i wouldn't be blogging now. but i'm the last person in the staff room; the rest have long left. *pats self on head* well done, KKK, you officially have no life. HEE.
It's strange how easy it is to make myself believe that yes, i don't need friends; i just need to work, work, work, shop, work. why, just that day, i was telling my mom with false bravado that yes, i can spend time with myself and be perfectly happy. but even as i said it, it felt pretty hollow, y'know? no man's an island, i guess, although sometimes it IS nice to go shopping alone and just enjoy the company of my thoughts. I don't know why i've become such a hermit, but making grandoise plans to go drinking after laughing at yiling doing command (again!) with the panda over illicit-msn-at-work made me feel improportionately goooooood. or maybe i just need alcohol in my system la. haha panda i still lub you lots lots. shall make a promise to myself to meet up with OTHER friends. i promise.
I'm teaching touch during PE, starting from next week! sho happy. promise to myself to pick up playing again, for real this time. promise.
Sho many promises. but promises to yourself are always the easiest to break; promise to love yourself more, promise to keep looking ahead, promise to keep smiling no matter what. all such easy promises to shatter. Ah well :)
