Friday, December 08, 2006

I hate 8th December :(

Thank you dear, for giving me a quiet but extremely sweet and meaningful 23rd.

Thank you to those of you who remembered with your messages and calls.

Thank you to my parents, for giving life to me and raising me.

Thank you world, for being alive when i am.

Thank you everyone.

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Been devouring The Christ Clone trilogy by James Beauseigneur; brother couldn't find the first book, so had to contend myself with the second and third books. It's pretty interesting stuff; christians might get offended, but religion sure does make good fiction. It just goes to show that all things are actually a matter of perspective. Or rather, how humans can be conditioned to believe one truth while ignoring, or refusing to consider, other alternatives. Angeline will just DIE if she ever reads the book though. haha

I believe we all exist for a reason, but maybe sometimes it does us no good to over-think and over-analyse. 'I think, therefore I am'? Might be true, but spare me the mental agony. The struggle to survive is bad enough; you certainly don't have to burden yourself even further. But then again, happiness breeds complacency, and it is only pure misery that allows one thoughts worth talking about. So far i haven't met one happy person with an intellect worth talking to. On the other hand, that might be over-generalisation. People who are too happy annoy me anyway.
Happy person: Hiiiiiiiiiii *waves frantically, smiling like an idiot*
Me: Go play in traffic, bitch.

I haven't met that many people anyway, and certainly have not bothered to talk to people whom i know will not be on the same frequency as me. Perhaps that has made me miss out on many potential friendships, but let's stress on quality, not quantity. Like how i'd prefer to have one deliciously perfect cocktail over kegs and kegs of beer. But then again i was never a beer person. :p For the sake of all the bad karma i know i must be attracting, i should probably go on some pilgrimage of self-discovery and inner peace.

3 reasons why i want to go back to korea.


1. Joo Ji Hoon

2. Eric

3. Lee Ji Hoon

BTW. I got the Lifehouse album! and shinhwa's latest. i'm such a sucker for boybands. no la just for eric. *wink* At peace.