Monday, July 24, 2006

This blog is dead

yup it's true.

like my tan.

like my calf muscles.

this blog is dead. history. a part of the past.

it's so tempting to delete it all away

to forget about whatever that happened in the past year

my last year as a student

but it'll hurt somehow

i'm not sure why, i'm really not sure.

but the knowledge that i can go click on any of the archieve links and re-read whatever i wrote a year ago is like a bittersweet comfort.

like replaying the last voicemail he ever left you.

like re-reading the goodbye message.

but it's there for a reason, i'm allowing it to exist for a reason.

a reminder to myself.

about so many things.

good and bad.

the painful and the happy.

this might be dead, but it'll live on.

and my tan will return.. one day!!

HEE.