juz came back from mambo. fuck i drank so much but i'm not drunk. more like.. somewhere between high n wasted. hmmm. does tt make sense? :) what seemed like a boring mambo session turned out o-kay in d end. but al arh. nxt time seniors onli ok i promise u haha! freshies can't hold their drink, tried & tested ;)

i confess to having commited the unforgivable sin of MUI- messaging under influence. haha in this pathetic state i'm in, i shouldn't be messaging anyone, i know, lest i regret tomorrow. but.. ha i guess this state of alcoholic confusion (not stupor, mind you) is best to muster up dutch courage and try to resolve what has been plaguing me. ha. but i think.. flop la. maybe both parties have to be at least a little tipsy. :) i hate myself for doing that. and why am i blogging in this state? haha

die.. i stil have training tomorrow morning.. haha i'm so irresponsible. BUT. it was ok la. have been to better sessions on wed, but at least this wasn't a complete flop; all those wasted freshies meant that i had more to drink! hur hur but now i'm not confident of staying up til 9, and lasting through training. but the mistaken flattery one feels when one realises that one is being checked out more than often is pretty gratifying, even though i know when the alcohol wears off i'll realise it's just flights of fancy. sigh. sho shexy to go clubbing with one's boyfriend. but derrick will never go. haha perhaps that's why i love him even more, because he's the one keeping me sane. :)BUT. sho shexy, as i will say once again. haha

thanks and happy birthday to huimin- sorry you had to ferry back a bunch of wasted D blockers on your special day.. heh.. sorry to al, for his anti-climax Al's clubbing experience. kudos to the D blockers who did NOT get wasted. and most of all, cheers for the young, drunk and foolish, for making wednesdays what they are. :)