saw dis at postsecret, n tot it was awfully sweet. & sad. but i guess tts wat reali loving a person is abt? but i juz wonder wat 'this' in d pic refers to. hmmm. to love somebody so much.. cant b easy. but i definitely wldnt let go of someone whom i love tt much. i believe tt it works in a circle, tho. if he dsnt wana b with me anymore, i'd feel it, n i wldnt wana b with him anymore. hmmm. but d whole idea of letting go of a person cuz u love him/her so much? i once believe in dis mantra, or at least, i tot i believed in it. but i learnt tt it's easier said than done. i now think tt there's no such thing as breaking up for d other person's own good, especially if d other party dsnt agree. wat u so pompously decide is good for d other party might b totally d opposite. n breaking up onli for tt reason is stupid.unless it's circumstances tt dictate so. but even if someone says tt, i'd still disagree, cuz circumstances in ur life r wat u make them out to b. no such thing as u canot do dis or tt cuz somebody will not allow u to. but then again, love is always a gamble.was talking to kailing online juz now, n we were discussing her collage of d chomp chomp chowdown a few months back, n we were saying how time can change so many things. but is it time, or is it us tt allows for change? her logic was tt time gives ppl d opportunity to change. but if a person dsnt wana change, muz change take place? of coz, sometimes change is good, change is healthy. juz d disparity between wat we want n wat is good for us depresses me, n makes me feel d slightest more jaded.
friends come n go, i suppose, especially new friends. but when they go, they certianly leave a mark. some leave nice memories, pleasant recollections. some simply vanish, leaving behind a whole lot of stink n a feeling of 'wtf?'. haha but i guess tts how we grow, tts how we learn. i juz pray tt those whom i consider my friends know it, and that they'll stay in my life for a long, long time to come.
hmm. turns out, sat's paper was ok. i understudied n overlearnt. haha does tt make sense? is tt crazy or wat.
i need exercise.. n fresh air. n a movie date. n a genius brain. hur hur hang in there everybody; exams will b over in 2 weeks' time! ^^
