IT'S D LAST DAY OF IBG~! finally. not tt i've been playing everything; been put out of action either by lack of ability or illness. bleh. to think dis is my last IBG too.
D blk, champions of IBG? i daren't believe it. ha. realized tt i've never been in an IBG-losing block. is tt nice or wat? haha yesh, peiching has said tt in sports, among other things, there r winners & losers. but of coz, i prefer to let others do d losing. once again, hu plays sports to lose? 'best spirit' is so overrated.
wilson AND MY FAV d BLKER PEICIHNG (I LOVE U!! *MUAH MUAH*) bought me a tub of butter pecan gelare ice-cream!so happy, so happy. 'all u need now is a waffle maker'. now i can eat it all n die in heaven. til my ben & jerry's arrives, tt is. hur hur. becoming an ice-cream fiend. not reali. but have been eating more sweet stuff than i'd normally do. n tts never a gd thing, is it?
doubting how sincere dis sounds after waxing lyrical abt ice-cream, but i love D block! haha wat a way to end my hall stay with a bang. perhaps it's d ppl, perhaps it's d culture, perhaps it's my mentality. but i find myself enjoying myself like i haven't been since.. my FWOC? whoa. i guess, in a weird way, if i hadn't come to D block, i wldnt have gotten to noe so many A blockers as well. not too sure how tts connected, but when i was in E block, somehow there was neither d opportunity nor desire to get to noe ppl from 'd other side'. ha. someone once even told me tt A block was a hall unto themselves. ok, mission accomplished; friends from every single blk! d perks of being a lao lang (finally!)? ha u tell me.but it's definitely a good thing.
did u hear? mambo is gona b closed for renovations.. PHWOAR!! there IS a god! hate, hate mambo passionately. unless there r dancing cookies ard, then mayb it's not so bad. d cheesy music, underaged boys n d smiling mambo king up on d platform r best enjoyed wif a 'wtf' attitude n a big, big bunch of like-minded frens. but phuture is always so fucking crowded! forever full house. guys groping u as they walk by, girls dancing, too far gone to realize tt their tube has slipped dwn to their waist. tsk tsk.
it's not possible for time to stand still- n it shldnt. there's no point looking back & wishing tt things wld stay d same. even if time did stand still, for wat r u hoping? things wont b much different; chances r if i were given a chance to re-live my life so far, i wldnt change much things. tts cuz most of d pain i might have felt was inflicted by other ppl. n i dun haf d power to change tt. if it's d same for u, then y do u hope for it? juz pick urself up n go go go. there r others hu haf been thru much, much worse shit than u. there always r. ok? :)
yes, as long as things remain dis way there wont b any problems. i promise.
